Soul difference
text / Clay The time has never been so unreasonable, at the wrong time met the right people, the result can only sigh! – This is the story together have more than three years. At the time I just broke up with his girlfriend , is in the emotional trough. And this time I want to talk about is not my predecessor, but at this time in my life suddenly appeared another girl in the summer of 2011, Beijing haze has not been so serious , but my heart was serious enough haze covered my eyes, so I can not see this changing world weird. Because some of the mess of the reason, she went with him, leaving me alone in a sad man in Beijing Every fluctuating mood scares me to communicate with people, but also to my own mental state had serious doubts. 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After that I basically call every day and she feels like eating and sleeping as indispensable, and we made an appointment to come out to dinner a few days, a good chat a chat; also said that good after each other in a bad mood, have each other’s spiritual strength as …… I enjoy every day of wound Nike Blazer Womens healing that comfortable, selfish and greedy to absorb every word of her nutrients gradually. , wound re-cracking speed is getting slower, and even longer episodes, leaving only a zigzag scar. haze gradually dispersed mind, my mind began to become sober up. A few girls who face the edge Such feelings accompany me through the low tide, and really made me very moved, and in addition to this move, I taste the taste more. However, that might hurt It does not hurt anymore, but the share of the feelings of disappointment but still remain in the heart, so I started to retreat …… this time, the unit moved to a very remote place, the phone signal is very poor, and sometimes can not get through, so I would often brazen by bad signal reason to start pretending not received her phone. not answer the phone, but only because I was afraid, scared to death! And what specific fear, I did not think about at all. I feel like a damn The thief stole what they need, they quietly flee; and like a poor beggar, claim the charity of others, but does not give any feedback every time I see the missed call on the phone, my heart has a. kind of guilt; every time you open the callback interface, my fingers on the keys will be hesitant, and not in the press between press hesitate, hesitate between fear and guilt, so hesitated, had a Another of the evening and night should be beautiful. Later, she must be aware of my hesitation, will no longer call me. And I Contact between her gradually back to its original state before that phone call, no AC current situation, leaving only the occasional greeting. …… This is what I want to say a story, a story from beginning to end is so sloppy. The reason they think of these, simply because some recent experience and one night . with Chico chat maybe, then I’ll be brave, you can hold the share friendships; maybe, I really asked her out to dinner, we can go closer; perhaps, more then a few phone calls, I The situation will be completely different; maybe, just maybe …… …… I think too much and no matter how many, perhaps, they are just a simple assumption that the facts really happened already out there, can not be shaken. 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